15.8.08

confusion


I know it's a bit exaggerated that I become a continues blogger,  post many blogs in one day. Maybe because I damn falling in love with someone who I haven't know him well and indirectly want him to know about anything I wrote here. I do not a good writer but I try to express everything about him from my mind.
 I know him since six or seven months ago. 
First time I saw him, I didn't have feeling at all until I saw him for the second time or third times. He's not a charming guy or a perfect guy or something else you call for a big star that you really adore but he's only a simple man with a million of kindness. And he really crush on God as his life guardian. I don't know whether he respect me or not, but I just know he wants to keep connect with me, chatting, or even continues messages until I feel this relationship can't continue. Beside we are not in the same country, I guess he has a new girlfriend that make me so envy. TT 
Now, it's time to forget him, erm! not about forget but make him as a person who ever made me smile most of the time . :))

 I still adore you. . . . 

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

cyahhhhh skalinya ngeblog ga bisa stop..lgs curhattt lagiiiiii ya elah...lum tntu cewenya juga kaleeee cheeeeeeeeeeee...dsr luuuuuuuuuuuu..

mnding kt ngeceng bule yu dsini haha...saya nemu korea ganteeeenggg d kmpusss mwahahahahahahaha

esthereche said...

tofuu lu vi!! sedih!!!!!!!!!! mamiiiii..uuuuuuu...pasti pedekateannya dehhh.. :((((