wow

06.45. while laying on my bed in a green small room of mine, slightly i open my eyes to see how cloudy sky up there and really it's going to rain. as though it makes me feel gloomy. but i've just realized, ya this is the first day of december. jump over and all of sudden my feeling just turns so fast. christmas soon and new year is coming. yay! this is what am waiting for every year. christmas' eve. where the whole Christians gather to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. where the whole of my family gather in one room to pray. hm. again, i open my window and smile as much as i can and decided to sleep again. no. no. no. wake up, esther! let's arrange the christmas tree.